The Long-Term Effects of Emotional Stonewalling on Self-Worth: Childhood Trauma Therapy in Falls Church, VA
You are always worried that you will say the wrong thing. Also, you are cautious, over-explain, and make sure to be extra polite. If you don’t? Well, the flip side is that if you do not overly plan and prepare, your biggest fear will happen: that the exact wrong thing will come out, the other person will get mad at you, and then all hell will break loose. The other person will ignore you, and you will be filled with dread, anxiety, and endless discomfort. You hate conflict, and it all stems back to how conflict was (or really was not) dealt with while growing up. This is where childhood trauma therapy for emotional stonewalling in Falls Church, VA, with a trauma therapist can help you begin to unlearn these patterns.
What is Stonewalling?
Stonewalling is known as the silent treatment. This occurs when, instead of navigating issues or misunderstandings in a conflict, one person shuts down and ignores the other. This usually only ends when the other person does something to soothe, comfort, or apologize to the other person (even if this is not warranted). Stonewalling does not allow for communication and conflict resolution; it instead means that one person has emotionally shut down and forces the other person to become the emotional caregiver, all while feeling anxious and scared. Sound familiar?
Stonewalling Usually Begins in Childhood
Your heightened hypervigilance about whether someone is mad at you, about to get mad at you, staying mad at you, likely goes back to childhood and how on guard you always had to be. Stonewalling does not usually just pop up out of nowhere. It is likely that at least one of your parents really struggled with conflict, and more so than the conflict itself–they struggled with repair.
Somewhere along the way, your parent(s) learned that moving through conflict, speaking up, and admitting fault could be dangerous. As a child, this put you in a tough position, and one that you never should have been in. Your roles actually flipped. Whenever you did something wrong, you lacked the guidance, modeling, and explanation of a parent to help you understand what happened, why, and to move through a conflict to repair. Instead, when something happened, you were ignored.
Kids rely on caregivers to offer protection, guidance, and nurturing. When these elements are lacking, it creates a state of anxiety and a feeling of emotional uncertainty. When you were ignored, you suddenly had to become the parent, to rifle through a confusing situation, see what was wrong, grovel for your parents’ attention back, and “fix the situation.” This turned you into the emotional caregiver, flipping the roles, making conflict scary, and making it seem like conflict is dangerous and something to always be “fixed.”
Stonewalling, Self-Worth, and Internalized Messages
It’s not only anxiety and discomfort that show up when being stonewalled, but critical inner thoughts too. When stonewalling occurs with a parent in childhood, your brain is not developed enough to understand the nuances of what is going on. So, instead, it turns all of that blame inward. The messages that coded into your body, along with all of that anxiety, fear, and dread become: ‘it’s all my fault;’ or ‘why do I always do stupid things?’ or ‘how could I have been so careless?’ or ‘I am always making mistakes;’ or even ‘what do I need to do to fix this.’ These messages showed up because, during childhood, turning that criticism towards your parent(s) would have felt intolerable. During developmentally younger years, kids rely on their parents for so much, including relational safety–even when parents struggle to provide exactly that relational safety. To maintain the relationship, inner critical thoughts emerge towards the self rather than towards the parent who is confusing and hurting feelings. This helps to ensure that you can function and live together, but as you grow, that inner dialogue may begin to trouble you.
Stonewalling and Its Impact on Other Relationships
Having grown up with a parent who is rejecting or makes you feel emotionally abandoned unpredictably, this can set off a slew of messages about who you are and how you function in relation to others. You may be hypervigilant in relationships, often people-pleasing in the hopes of avoiding conflict, because your system is terrified of conflict. Also, you may also be extremely aware of and planning on how to manage potential issues and pitfalls in relationships, even if there aren’t any. You are used to being on guard and living the role of a “fixer,” and it is exhausting. But most importantly, you struggle with communicating your needs and feelings, especially during disagreements and conflicts. Your body codes them all the same way, and in these spaces, you have been used to deferring to whatever the other person needs rather than being able to take up the emotional space you deserve. Maybe you are used to believing that you are the cause of problems, rather than one half of a whole situation: being able to navigate and handle something all the way through. Through trauma therapy at Nurturing Willow Psychotherapy, we explore these historical parts of you and help you learn to feel empowered, tolerate disagreements, and feel encouraged to take up space and advocate for yourself as you move through the world.
Personalized Childhood Trauma Therapy for Emotional Stonewalling in Falls Church, VA
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Alice Zic, LCSW, is a licensed clinical social worker based in New Orleans who offers in-person sessions locally, along with virtual therapy for clients in Louisiana, Connecticut, and Virginia.
She specializes in working with women navigating perfectionism and the lasting impact of mother wounds, supporting them in healing from childhood trauma and cultivating a more grounded, self-assured sense of self. Her approach draws from Internal Family Systems (IFS) and Ego States Therapy, trauma-informed modalities that honor the mind-body connection while helping clients care for and reparent wounded or critical inner parts.
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